This recent week, I’ve listened a lot to Dolores Cannon on YouTube. Her career as a hypnotherapist specializing in past life regression spanned almost 50 years, and she has done a fantastic work healing people and at the same time have learned a lot what life really is about. But she is very precise when pointing out she is not a trance channeller, everything she has learnt has come from talking with her “sleeping” clients, recording the sessions and then transcribed them. The recordings that is, not the clients…
In most of the videos I’ve seen she is in her seventies, and I really do admire her immense curiosity to keep on learning more and more, she is bright and she is very knowledgeable! In that sense, I want to be like her. (I don’t want to be a hypno therapist though.)
She has also written a lot of books, containing facts that she’s got from the clients during the sessions of previous lives, and also from “They”, a group of non-physical entities that have told her lots and lots of important things about – well! About Life, Universe and Everything!
I have a couple of her books in my bookcase, and I read them really eagerly. One of them is the same as she is talking about in the video down below, “Jesus and the Essenes”. It’s a fantastic book, very, very interesting! The life of Jesus in a nut shell!
And those who are under the spell thinking that the bible is nothing but the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, might get a shock. But, I’m not saying everything in the Bible are lies, there is just missing so much! (Oh! The council in Nicea in 325…. politics… )
But those thoughts are for another time…
In her later videos she talks a lot about the New Earth and about the custodians. The earth is going through as shift to a lighter dimension, based on love only. And the custodians, they are the caretakers. Taking care of us – stupid, ignorant earthlings that poison our air, our food, the animals and the plants. Poisoning ourselves – and the earth, our mother Gaia. Yes, the custodians really do have harsh work here, to protect the earth, and stop us from destroying her completely, now when we are so un-evolved as we are and don’t even understand that.
Luckily everyone isn’t stupid like that, and more and more people are awakening.
“Just as a snake sheds its skin,
we must shed our past over and over again.”
I have dreams. Things I want to do. Things I yet don’t do as much as I down deep want. I want to learn new things, want to increase my knowledge of all that I’m interested in!
I want to write! I want to write every day on topics that matters to me! I want to write articles, essays, maybe once in a while a short story!
I did write a lot once! During six years I studied the craft of writing. Besides the theory, the criticisms of already written pieces, and all the writing exercises, I mostly wrote short stories, but have also several novel outsets in my folder. Once upon a time, I thought I would only write non-fiction, but I stunned myself while realizing I could also write fiction, and in different genres, believe it or not.
For the time being, I’m not so sure about the fiction…
You see! Then came the big burn-out and I lost it all! For many years this affected me more and less from day to day, and in different ways. With fatigue, pain and stiffness in the body, unable to concentrate, read, write…
Luckily the worst lies in the past now. I no longer live in stress. I’m fine. I’m recovering.
I even write some! But I want to do more. I aim for more!
At the same time I realize I’m not yet fully recovered. And that’s okay! Those tired days I can allow myself to be tired! I can allow myself to not clean the apartment if I don’t want to, and I don’t have to go out and mingle with people! I’m really grateful that I have the opportunity to be lazy almost as much as I want. There are only a couple of duties I have to perform, but those aren’t any burden for me.
So what will happen now?
Well! I intend to move to another apartment in mid December, I take for granted that one of those new-built ones will be mine. This move will be a kind of an outer expression for something that also will undergo changes inside of me.
I’m doing some cleaning here! And I don’t mean with a vacuum cleaner and a mop. I’m getting rid of belongings. Some furniture, books – the physical books are the hardest to give away, but most of them has to go. I’m cleaning among the files in the computer, among pictures, among anything old and unnecessary. I’m even giving back “The 27” to its rightful owner.
“The 27” is a 27 inch iMac that I bought from my best friend a couple of years ago. He was temporarily in lack of money, and since I for a long time had lusted for an iMac, I said yes to his offer. He comforted himself by saying the 27 would come to a good home. And a good home it has been for her, indeed.
But now I find her too big, to heavy, taking up too much space – and I don’t use her in the same way anymore. I don’t do any posters any longer, for example. And no colorful images from my photos. (Hardly never take any photos either) Nothing that will benefit a bit extra from a big screen. Believe it or not.
Though I’ll miss her! No doubt about that! But my friend got very happy when I offered him the 27 back, and when he is happy – I’m happy.
After all! I have a MacBookPro, an AppleTV, an extra screen, an iPad, an iPhone…
I’m covered. I’m good!
And will have less physical items to care about!
By the way – I’m also cleaning myself. Mind – body. Inside – out. All of me.