Every day I listen to the Podcast "A course in... What?!" A course in miracles, in other words. Very often I lose my concentration. Some of it I don't get. Most of it actually... But sometimes I actually catch a glimpse of something. And that glimpse touches me. Gives me something! I've heard, that when [...]
A snowy afternoon by the time of Christmas. The heaven is dark, but millions of lights are glittering from every street, every building, in the city I’m twelve, or maybe even fourteen, a most sensitive age for a girl, who still hadn’t been kissed or looked for. “Ah”, I say, and stop in front of [...]
Little did I know what would happen when I started writing. Every post, except for the last one, came out totally different from what I originally intended them to be. And I felt content and pleased. The last post, though, I had decided should be about my first meeting with The Course of Miracles. And [...]
Some twenty-five years ago or so, I met a man. Nothing particular about that. Most women meet at least one man in her life, and the story that follows can be good or bad - or a mix of both. I guess mostly a mix of both. 😉 When I suddenly started to think of [...]
Abused as a child? Me? The very thought is hard to embrace. I was never hit. Never experienced any sexual abuse of any kind... never... (gasp) ... except once when it could have been... something... perhaps... He was a friend of my dads. Well... friend or friend... I don't know now, and didn't know then, [...]
... I felt very hesitant. I knew I wanted to write. Otherwise I wouldn't have started this I knew I wanted to write about personal growth, somehow. But exactly - about what? About me? I gathered that issue would come out just fine, just as long as I had started. But still something stopped me. [...]
... and I'm slowly realizing I just have to do something about myself. I need to start writing again. Proper writings! Not just shallowy bla-bla. Reading Alice Miller forces me to realize this. It's now or never - and I don't like the sound of "never".