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A quite different kind of Writer’s Block

I called my Mac-friend yesterday evening, about the weirdness with my MacBook. Neither Safari nor Firefox worked properly. All tabs and bookmarks went missing. Finder windows didn’t open, or closed when I opened something else. When I wanted to move a folder or a file, it created a copy instead. And when trying to open something on WP, it downloaded that one instead. Really weird. And when I restarted the Mac, it didn’t help one bit.

My friend told me to restart it anyway, but as soon as the sound began I should press the Shift-button and keep it pressed down until finished. Then I could open my files and start working again. Well, I did as he said and at first, it seemed to be all right. But just a couple of minutes later – the Mac acted just the same. Did I do anything the wrong way? I don’t know. But I restarted once more, being very thorough to press down the shift-button immediately, and than open my files and browsers directly afterwards.

This time it seemed to work, and so far everything seems to be just fine. He had said it probably was bla-bla that had locked itself, and don’t ask me what this bla-bla-word was that he mentioned. I forgot it less than a second after he had told me, and I wouldn’t have known what it actually was anyway.

A quite different kind of Writer’s block.

Wondering, though, what might have caused this. I had put in a USB-stick in an attempt to find empty space to keep a bunch of folders. But the stick was not new, I had used that on my Mac before and never found anything weird about it. Except now, when I found loads of stuff that was duplicates to stuff I still have on the Mac. Odd though, that I had to confirm that I was allowed to delete a lot of files. Have I really put one of those protecting shields on them? And was in fact the stick to blame for the odd behavior? Or was it just a mere coincidence?

Today all seem to be fine, but I ponder whether I should dare myself to put in the USB stick again. Not now, anyway, but maybe tomorrow! Just to see what happens. Though it wasn’t particularly fun to start all over making all those preference choices again, from the beginning, both on Safari and Firefox. And the beautiful theme I had on Firefox was completely gone. 😦


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Error – but not horrific

Creating a blogpost in the app on the iPhone, though, can be a little bit horrific…

I was sitting on a sofa at that Museum, Dunkers, when a fling decided for me to post something about the exhibition in this blog. Of course, I neglected what I always think when I do that stupid thing. Never, ever again!!!!

The first sentences placed themselves where I wanted them, and so did the picture. I had just taken that from where I sat, the photos hang on the wall just in front of me.

The sentences just placed themselves, I wrote. Yes, they did. But that was the only thing they did accurately. The spelling thing had gone totally bonkers. The suggestions had no likeness at all, actually, it wasn’t even a suggestion, the word in question just got changed, and more than once to the same odd choice. Which wasn’t mine.

I couldn’t even click it away! The word “wipe” for example, was changed to “EU-parliament”. (WHAT???) All the time it did things like that. Finally I noticed the word that was about to be changed, had been highlighted. Who could guess that would happen, just because a word gets highlighted!

When I was about to add the link, the whole app started to jump up and down. Add another sentence – it jumped up and down. I couldn’t see what I was writing. And when I tried to add a second image – it was impossible!!!  I was obviously not allowed to make a blogpost longer than just a couple of sentences!

Guess who got severely irritated and said: NEVER AGAIN I’ll make a blogpost in the app on the iPhone. Nor on the iPad.

The only thing that is better on the iPad – in this WP-case – is that the screen is bigger.
And I have never earlier experienced that the spelling-thing has behaved like that. It must be a WP error. Thank goodness I usually work on the MacBook.

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What’s going on, WP?

Have you noticed, that those themes WordPress has given us lately are utterly boring, I would even say UGLY! But that’s just my opinion! We are different and we like different things, that’s good per se, so variety is good!

If it just stays as varieties!

The six newest – Brompton, Leven, Redhill and Varia, and now latest Stow and Hever – are deadly boring. And you can do NOTHING with them! Not even chose a header image, a background colour or a different font!

The eight before, including Twenty nineteen, looks almost the same! What differs is the background colour and where the header line is placed, centred or aligned left, and the size. But you, yourself, can not change any of that. The only thing you can change is the link-colour, and you can take away that hideous coloured filter WP has put on the featured images. Which, by the way, is the same colour. One click only does it! That’s all!
What you might think is a header image – isn’t.

What are you up to, WP? Do you have a goal to delete every theme there is, that gives the user a possibility to make the blog more personal?

WP has already started. If you get a WP-account now, there are fewer themes available than if you have had an account for a couple of years. My other account, where I have my Swedish blogs, I obtained early in 2011. (I had another account between 2009 – 2011, but deleted that one.)

At the most, WP had circa 500 themes altogether to offer us and at that time, 2011, only free ones. I am not quite sure, but I think it must have been around that time when WP began to delete themes, add premium themes, and make other changes. They also didn’t add the old themes they still kept, to new accounts. Maybe this was in 2012. As I said, I’m not sure about the exact date. And the big changes didn’t happen all at once.

A new editor was launched. I hated it, and still use the classic one. Even though I have to have it bookmarked for this blog. WP doesn’t show it willingly to later arriving customers. Oh my goodness! We might think ourselves!

And so came Gutenberg! And more themes were gone… and other came, more white, clean, boring…

That is okay! Making themes function well in other devices than computers. It’s just that they on the whole also becomes more and more look-a-likes, more and more dull ones, and have significantly less personality and fun flair.

And that would also have been okay, if not this had happened, which I discovered just a couple of days ago. Somehow – can’t explain why even to myself – I got the urge to create a new blog to my Swedish account. For food and health, something like “almost vegan” or “vegan with a twist”. (hehe)

So I clicked the button “create new blog” and a new view appeared. I who just wanted a free, ordinary blog. Comprende!!!

No such thing in sight. Instead, I saw this:

A shiny new sounded right, clicked the orange button – and this came


Hmmm… new look, didn’t get suspicious. Not yet. I wanted a blog (not now, though…)


For Blogging – still not suspicious.


That’s the new look? Okay! WP has always given us a theme to start with. Easy to change. (Still optimistic)


And the name – like Thêa by Me (but not Thêa by Me)


STYLE??? Okay! Shrugged my shoulders… chose calm that time… not now…



Of course the blog must have an address!


Here and now I added “examplesblog” to show you what I got on my Swedish account.!?!?!?

and this is the only free alternative! Where is the option???

For this purpose, I didn’t go further since I don’t want another blog. And most certainly never a blog with a name that ends with !!!

Furthermore, when I took the next step (or if it was the next after) it appeared that I had gotten one of the new hideous business themes. AND landed on the front page! (hence ‘home’, I guess)

I didn’t want that – though the worst was the web-address.

Okay! I began by trying to get another theme. I don’t remember the details now, but I remember it was NOT as easy as it usually is. So I instead began looking for how to change to a Actually, while searching and searching everywhere in the admin area, I suddenly stumbled upon a box where I could change to the ending I wanted. Under “Domains”!

It was NOT easy. It was like going around in a wheel you can’t jump off! Was directed to a page that directed me back to where I came from! Until I realized I had to change the name completely. (No clear information told me that). Then finally! And since the blog was new, it didn’t matter at all that the whole name was changed to a new one.

But it had this awkward habit of jumping back to the first address, and there telling me I wasn’t authorized. It wasn’t enough just to log out and then log in again. I had to log out from as well the account, as from Safari, and close down the MacBook and then restart the MacBook and then log in again. –
THEN it was functioning!

Not that I have done much with it so far. Just chosen a nicer theme, added some widgets and imported what little posts with food-connection I had on the other blog.


I have noticed that it’s impossible to visit some of my Swedish blog friends and like or comment! WP wants me to log in – though I already am logged in – still, I do log in, but doesn’t become logged in. (did you get that?)

And even if I somehow get logged in, I still can’t like or comment! To do that, I have to do it on the reader. Which is a WordPress page, not a person’s page. (Does that  show that someone has visited one’s blog? Or does wp get all the credit?)

At one of them, I saw her address ending with!!! And she is unreachable!! F.ex. She wasn’t able to show that blog when she commented on a post of mine, another, an older blog of hers, was shown instead. THAT particular issue is probably due to the fact she might not have set her new blog as the main one. But I wouldn’t bet on that.

I can’t get logged in so I can like and comment there, and I don’t get her on my reader so I can like and comment on her posts there either!!

But the others? Those who have old blogs with addresses and been blogging for years – why are they kind of excluded from the in-logging of me? I mean – why do I when I AM logged in, have to log in to theirs – and still not be able to like or comment?

These blogs are a minor part of the blogs, when visiting everyone else’s, I keep being in-logged!


A thought that has lingered in me for a while – WP is taking over completely! They are separating us. And we older bloggers with older accounts will sooner or late be deleted as well. Particularly if we don’t pay for our blogs. When and if that day comes, I will certainly not have WordPress any more.

So! Let’s be aware before they take our minds as well. (giggle-attack)

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What’s up?

At this very moment, there has been 15 views on my blog, 8 of them from India.

Mumbai (Bombay) is situated in India.

The site is registered in Mumbai (at godaddy) and is harvesting our blogposts. Yes! OURS, almost all of us, who blogs at least fairly regularly!

So! What does these visits mean?

(Edit: Ten minutes later, 13 out of 21)

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I guess…

… at least some of you by now have realized I am a nerd.

For one thing! I love testing new themes for blogs. And home pages. I always have! I have been blogging since early 2007, and all the time I have enjoyed testing what I can do with the layout.

Of course, I have been criticized for that! “You can’t change like that! It must look the same all the time! People want to recognize it when they visit you. To ‘know again’!”

Oh! How boring!

But there are others, who realize that this is a part of who I am, and are looking forward even, to what I might have accomplished this time.
New colours! AHHH!
New images! AHHH!
New theme! AHHHHH!

Now I fell for this temptation. It is called “Ladder”, a Premium theme and not new at all. It is a different kind of theme, I have never had anything like this before. I like it, but I also realize it can be a bit hard to read if the featured image is too messy. And it is a bit dark. Not wrong with dark, per se.

The only widget is set on a front page, and I don’t know yet if I want a front page or not. Can we do without widgets? Give me some time to test this! If I don’t like it, I will find something else in a while.

I actually feel quite relaxed, while pottering with themes and images and colours and such. Guess I have always been an “image-person”. Have done a lot of posters, leaflets and so on in a previous life (that is: before retirement). Have made colourful images of my photos, using layers et cetera. I love PIXLR as an editing tool.

I once during an education period, was called “colourful” by the teacher. I wonder where she got that from. I always wear black. Almost always.

Now I just sit here! I tried to take a walk, but it was too warm so I only went to the grocery and back. Came home with eggs and cherries, but forgot the chocolate.

The balcony is now drenched in the sunshine so I have fled to the sofa. And the laptop. Later I will write for CampWriMo, but not quite yet.

Coffee now would be nice.


Posted in Blogging, Camp WriMo, The Solar Eclipse, Writing

About writing

Blogging once a week!? Is that it? At present – it seems so.
And please forgive me for not visiting and liking.
I wasn’t particularly good at commenting even before,
but please forgive me for not doing that either.

Participating in Camp-NaNoWriMo takes its effort. Both in time and energy. Several hours every day, I struggle to reach the daily goal of one thousand word – or more. And I’m doing well!

At first, it seems that I have nothing at all to write about. What are they doing, the characters? What is happening.! But finally I manage to type the first sentence, then I struggle through the first couple of hundreds of words, but then! When reached about 900 to 1000  words, it’s suddenly much easier to continue even 400, 500 or 600 words more!

So I’m writing, all right, and proud of that. Now, during the first 13 days of the July-Camp – today’s score is yet to achieve – I have written 16 479 words! That is  53,2 % of my goal in 42 % of the time!

It’s not particularly well written though. Can’t say that. But I push the characters to where they are supposed to be, I reveal to the (presumed) reader of who they are and why they are there, and I reveal to myself, what I need to write more.

BUT Remember, Thea!

This is only the very first draft! It doesn’t have to be well written! Now, I’m telling the story to myself! That’s about it!
But I dread of the time when I’ll have to put these paragraphs, scenes and chapters together, edit the entire thing, and make an enjoyable story of it.

I do hope I’ll get the language right. My linguistic and verbal skills in my native language, Swedish, is really good. I was about to use the word exquisite here… and that first intuitive choice of word… Yes! So it is!

My linguistic and verbal skills in English though, are good, but certainly not exquisite. I really have to find a way to pay my friend Elaine to help me with that. She’s originally from Manchester, England, and has been teaching English and French for many years.

Isn’t it quite amazing that I suddenly, since early this spring, have been acquainted with such a lovely women? She is lovely! I really like her, and we so easily talk to each other! She also sounded quite excited when I before the summer, gently asked her about proofreading my manuscript!

I experience, that I after this Camp-thing should need to still have some pressure on me to keep on writing every day. But maybe have one day a week free from writing? Sometimes it feels like I need that.
Or? Would it be better to lower the amounts of words I have to write each day? After all! Now, when I have reached the daily goal, there is a huge feeling of relief, and it gets so much easier to continue writing beyond the daily goal.

Or would it be better to keep on with 1000 words a day, every day, and figure I’ll be totally used to that so I kind of “have to write” like an inner urge, not due to demand from something outside of me?

I love to write! I always have! So I guess it’s just a bit hard to maintain total obsession again after that burnout I lived with for many years. It takes time to heal. Longer than you think and want.

It’s often said it takes 21 days to create a new habit, but I guess, it rather takes a little bit more than that. And I also think it’s dangerously easy to slip out of that habit, if you take a day or two off, too early in the new habit.

So, maybe is the ultimate to be writing every day, but lessen a bit on the demand of 1000 words or more? Perhaps 500 as a minimum? 750?

Let’s see how this all feels in a couple of weeks.

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For three or four days I’ve been going through all 184 premium themes that are available to me at Wp. I have for quite some time wanted a theme with a ‘Drop Caps’, and preferably also an ‘Intro.’

(Drop caps real “name” is drop capital or drop initial, a larger initial letter of a section of a text, at least twice the height of one row. I’ve earlier learnt this under the name Anfang. I guess this word has its roots in the old Gutenberg typesetting system. And I don’t mean Wp,s  awful Gutenberg editor. (shivering of disgust). The word Anfang just means “beginning”
An Intro is a section at the beginning of a text, a sentence or a shorter paragraph, that has a larger font-seize then the rest of the text. You can see both of them in the paragraph above.)

I’ve always liked Drop caps. And even more so if it is a beautiful and/or fun one. Therefore I’ve been searching for a theme that allows one – even though I will have to add it myself with a CSS-code. But that’s all right.

If it were only possible to search for such a theme on Wp! But that is not something Wp can provide. A good search system. Last time I added “drop caps” as a search term, I got two hits. I searched for microformats, got some hits, but not necessarily drop caps. And now I realize there are themes that can show a drop cap, but still don’t show up when searched for. Hmm…

Drop caps and Intros aren’t necessary. I just think it can look really good, at the beginning of something written. Something where words are in focus.
Necessary is, on the contrary, to have a narrow main column when written texts are the main concern. For one simple reason – it’s way more readable! With long rows, it too easy for the eyes to lose contact, you can literally unintentionally glide from one row to another, and thus lose contact with what you’re reading.

So besides a Drop cap and hopefully also an Intro, I want a narrow main column. They are not easy to find, most of them are among the older themes, and therefore neither allow drop caps nor featured images.

I have missed having featured images.
Not too huge. Not too small. Not covered with grey or any other colour. Not one that has been oddly cropped by Wp. Or squeezed together from up to down. When trying this out, one theme decapitated the Matisse – woman. Not nice at all. And it’s certainly not good-looking when you begin a post with an image, and the very same image turns up as featured – in the same size!!!!

I want a nice looking blockquote.
Not huge and black-black, and not with a quote-sign hanging around. Aligned left or right, it’s nice when it pops out a bit on the side, which also goes for images.

I would like a nice header-image – but that can be hard to get. What I dislike the most, is when they are more or less covered with grey. Or the colour of the Header text doesn’t change with the back-lying images, so

I would like a fun, colourful theme with personality. Those are among the old ones, and there was a time when there were lots and lots of those old funny themes. We who have older blogs – my oldest, and still having, is from 2009, and I will keep that as long as possible due to all the nice old blog-themes. Even though that blog lies dormant at present. And even though Wp have deleted many of them, and keeps on deleting old themes. I think it’s sad that most of the newer blog themes are so look alike. Boring. White with huge texts, images and widgets. Now I talk about

You with – for example – have way more possibilities. Last time I had a look at, there must have been at least circa 2000. Which also makes it a bit tough to choose. Who knows in beforehand exactly how one wants the blog to look like? I don’t, never have.

Anyhow! With Wp, you never get all of what you really want. So you have to compromise. What is the most important?
To me, now – the drop caps and a good looking featured image placement. And absolutely a narrow main column. The rest I hoped for.

So, therefore, I added the CSS codes to the Text (instead of Visual in the editor) in the latest post. Later on, I also sat with my iPad adding featured images to some of the later ones.

Then I checked out how my blog would look like, covered in every one of the themes. Most of them I just previewed hastily, a couple I tested a little. I made some short notes about each theme I didn’t discard immediately. And I also made a couple of notes on some  themes without drop caps, as they seemed to be quite nice

I forgot to count how many I had “chosen” during this first round. Twenty, twenty-five maybe. Then I checked out these with a real preview. At that time I had added the featured images. Due to those, I discarded a lot of themes. I also rapidly discarded those with wide main columns, or with any other flaws.

Then they were ten!
And then two.
Then I chose this one. Patch.
Discovered there were no “previous” and “next” posts.
Sighed…. was totally fed up with the whole blog thing now… grabbed the first best blog that was at hand…

Name: Photo Blog.
The theme with the name Photo Blog has one of the
most narrow main columns of them all! 
And the one called "Bloggy" has one of the widest! 
Odd world - WP.

Was it all okay then?

Looked at both.

And turned immediately back to Patch. I like this one more.
I didn’t get any good looking Blockquotes though.

Now I only have to add featured images to quite a lot of posts, and maybe I will delete a couple at the same time. Clean up the blog, so to speak.

Finally A confession:
On the whole, I think it’s funny to test themes. This time it was just too many to check out, it got tiresome in the end. Many of them are also boring to look at, and some are – plain ugly.

But that is just my opinion!

Posted in Blogging, Writing

Just an ordinary post

Earlier today I tried to write an ordinary blog post. Nothing happened. My mind had slammed the writing door shut.

For a while, I pondered whether to write about the burnout or not. But naah. Why indulge in negative issues? There are better ones to put energy in. But I can tell you this, just shortly.
– From been living in constant fatigue, not being able to write, read nor even listen to music; to now once again being able both to read and listen to music (if I chose to) AND – since only a short while ago – I WRITE AGAIN!!!!

You can’t believe, how much I have longed for that, so now I live in awe, and are soooo grateful for all the pep talk I’ve got from you wonderful people here on WP!!! Getting likes, and reading your comments, have really helped me get going with the words again. And even in a better style, than before the burnout, I think. I was also a little bit afraid when writing in another language than my own, that I wouldn’t find my own voice again. But, actually, I think I have! It all seems to Be Goooood!

And of course! The Writing-prompts, Ninny Rhino and CampWriMo have been a huge help on the way!

I’m not on the safe side yet, though. Meaning having the routine of writing daily; and easily, naturally just sit down to work without thinking much of it! Just doing it!
I now do a lot of pacing around (mentally mostly) before I finally manage to sit down in front of the Mac and begin writing. I still have to force myself to do it. Especially since I haven’t got a clue of what to write. But then! When only the first words are written, I usually enter the flow.

Except for yesterday.

The day before yesterday, I had written a long text that was meant to be the continuing on “Andrew Millbourne’s big secret”. It turned out to be crap. It was supposed to deal with why the people at that planet have all these metal implants. Why, how and from when.
I ended up with a text where the first circa 350 words is quite good, but the remaining 700-something words, is nothing but a tiring, boring, wordy, telling, verbiage, blä-blä… blä-blä…

In a way, not bad. I can certainly use the information as a background for myself while writing. Getting to know one’s characters, you know. But letting a reader actually read this!!! Oh no! No! No! NO!

Then yesterday, I thought I could use those 700-something words after all. BUT! Edit the text hard! Use what is usable, and make it into a dialogue. So I copied the text and pasted it to a new document. Dated it May 5th.

Oh my god!!! It was good thinking, but a disaster to work with. So hard! Seemed impossible to get some word at all, onto the document. Not until I only used the first sentence and deleted all the rests, I finally managed to write a text where Andrew and one of the spokesmen are talking together, and Andrew asks about those implants, its origin and usage.
And he realizes a lot more, what he hadn’t been informed about beforehand. Kind of Surpriiiiise!!!!

That text is not finished yet, though. Not to my own surprise – my writing-time are evenings. Just about from now (8PM), as a matter of fact, and for a couple of hours onward.