I forgot to tell you

You might have read, and may remember, that I not long ago wrote about the moment when I said "I love you, Mom", then started to cry and after that felt so much better in my relationship with her. This could have been kind of an awkward thing to say, considering Mom has been dead [...]

Broader thinking

I've been a bit "off" recently. Mostly, I guess, due to the extremely dry and hot weather. And it hasn't been raining for weeks and weeks! The amount that has come, is like one drop in the ocean. I guess my "off" is also partly due to the fact I'm stirring around in my inner [...]


After I had finished the "Part four - Conclusion" the other day (last night),  some kind of "nothingness" fell over me. Nothing bad, really. Not at all. I just didn't do anything. Other then my usual tour on the bike, I read some, spent time at the sofa as long as it was too warm [...]


It's hard to write about mom. I've been writing in my head for several days, and now I've been sitting in front of my MacBook for several hours. Everything that come out through my fingers seem like rubbish. Or at least blurry and unorganized. That's okay, per se! Not everything I write comes out more [...]

Back to normal. Or?

This sunday I visited church. I haven't done that for a long time, not on Sundays, but I do have friends there and I wanted to catch up. Or - to be more honest - to be a bit more socially active. We have a thing going on at church on thursday afternoons which I [...]